It's been a really long time since i've wrote anything on this, but i guess it's the time when i would like to express myself i guess you can say. Well life right now been pretty shakey, esp with everything thats going on. However school for me been great i think i'm doing really good in every one of my classes except for U.S History AP which is okay cause i'll get back on track with that. As it goes for my so call "love life" well that department really sucked for awhile lol. However i've came to realize i'm better off like this for now, no stressing, no worries and i guess without those i've been really happy. Before this year i had no idea what i wanted to do with my life until now. Now i've got my furture all set and all i got to do is succeed in it. I would like to major in bussiness, do real estate and invest in many companies. =] I've already decided how i would start to get where i want to be. I've decided that after high school i would be moving to texas and learn real estate there. This year i think i've grown to be more mature and to realize life even more. I've grown to want more in life then just what i've got now, not that theres anything wrong with it but i guess i just want and need more if that even makes sence. lol

Yesterday was a dasater and a big disapointment. My Phone got stolen along with my money but i could've sworn i locked my locker.  I report it to the cops and they're going to file a report on it. They asked me questions like who else knows your combination and i told them i gaved it to Loan. Loan came back to the movies and then the cops had searched her lol. Even when i told them like a thousand times that she would never steal from me.  Even by having my shyt stolen that wasn't the highlight of the day that had set me off, it was the god daymn customers. I felt so bad me and loan was talkign to Tina and Kenji and then this one rude customer came up acting all sarcastic and started a huge arguement.  Another thing to top off my day was that i found out that the guy i like had liked my friend =[ but thats all alright. I'm probaly going to quit my job soon. Starting to get really fed up with the job customers suck.

It's been awhile since i've written an entry on xanga. Well here it is. Life's been pretty good to me i must say, but for some reason i just feel that theres something missing, something i've been needing but i just can't firgure out what it is. Anyways this year i've finally got my lazy ass out there and got me a job, a job that i'm doing really good at i must say.  Loan and I had got two raises TWO with in one month and we've only been working there for what five months and we make more then certain people thats been working there for a year lol pretty nicee. Theres been a lot of changes compare to last year. This year everyone basically went there separate ways and starting to do there own things. We all meet new friends, chill with different crowds, and got boy/girlfriends lol well some of us did. No more  going to the park  or having night out at the beach  but i miss those days.  However i think i've become much happier then i was last year.  Made so much changes in my life and it's probaly for the best. Well ima wrap it up here since i'm out of words to say.

New List lol

List ten things you want to say to people.
Rules:
-Don't say who they are.
-Disable comments.
-Never discuss.
no specific order

1. Your mad weird but in a good way. You always find a way to cheer somone up by cracking your stupid jokes even when it's kinda silly but it still brings out peoples laughter.  Your one of them down ass chiqs i've known and i'm hella happy that i've got to meet chu. Your mad random most of the times you always seem to make yourself laugh while every is just like looking at chu thinking " wdf that wasn't even funny" LOL but it's what makes you unique in your own weird way lol. I love you haha

2. Your one of the dopest chiq i ever met. Always real with everybody not fake at all. You say whatever you feel like sayen without caring what others say about it. Your mad funny and fun to hang with. Got one of the biggest booty i ever say LOl. We would like walk in the streets and guys would be sayen whos that girl witht he big booty haha. Well yeah when i first met you i was hellla scared of you lol cause i thought you hated me with your lito hate list i'm just like god daymnn LOL but then i got to know you and we just became hella good friends =]

3. Your one of the chiqs that i've known for the longest ever since i've moved here. The way we met was kinda random it was just all the families and yeah. When we first started out we spended most of our time together lol. Did everything together watch movies did hair and what not. Your hella funny and when i'm hanging with you theres hella laughters esp with your slow moments haha. The things you do even when it's not even on purpose is mad funny. The way you act is not like other girls your hella different which makes it a good thing. We would always share our secrets and could talk about everything lol. We hardly see each other or talk to one another as much as before but when we do we always have a great time lol. OMG our times together was crazyy haha theres always excitement and kinda adventurest with you lol.

4.Your hella down for me. Even though i only known you for a short time, you have became one of my best girls, one i can trust fully and one that i can always go to when i have a problem. Even though at times i don't like being around you much because the way you is, but i still enjoy your company lol. We like spend most of our times together and we been through our ups and downs but yet we still good friends and i like it to be this way forever. =]  Sometimes i really think you as my lito sister.

5. You can be hella annoying at times, always got them stupid comments that doesn't even make sence or even matter for that fact. We started out rough, started out not even liking each other because for some stupid reason i guess. But then as we got to know each other and chyll with one another a bit more we started to become good friends well at least thats what i think of you a good friend i'm not very sure about what you think of me but i sure hope you feel the same way towards me.

6. I've only known you for about two years which isn't long but we still have more years to come. Your hella down always got something to say even though we don't want to hear it lol. Omg you can be like the biggest bitch most of the times always be capping on me and sayent hings i don't want to here and all that lol but it's funny and it woudn't be a normal day with you if you didn't cap on me lol. Sometimes i think i can hella relate to you with the things going on with our lives and the way we feel about it. We been through some of the same stupid sitution and through it all we can always end up sayen " who gives a shyt" lol  i'm hella glad that i've met chu ^_^

7. I love talking to you, you make me laugh so much lol. I love how i could cap on you all day without you getting all mad and serious about it. i love how you can take a joke and just laugh with me lol. Your one of the few people i can go to whenever i have a problem because somehow you can make me forget about it all and just spend time with me laughing and just talking about stupid things lol. I don't have much best friends but i can most deffinatly say your one of them lol ^_^. Most of the time you make yourself sound so stupid and slow but that makes our conversation so funny lol

8. You guys were the first two people i've met when i moved here. We were house neighbors lol i guess you can say. We became the bestest friends haha we even called ourself  the "three musketeers" once haha mad funny. We shared most of our funny moments together and i wouldn't exchange them for anything lol. We would go hella crazy at the movies haha. We shared our lito blonde moments but without us sounding stupid then it wouldn't be a good day LOL. but then somehow things change between us, we became hella distance. but i guess people change and thats just how life is.

9. I want to thank you for giving me my first experience of a broken heart. I know thats how life is and everyone goes through it. It showed me that even though when your hurt and everything just seem like it doesn't matter, you'll still live and you have another chance to find another person that you can love and have them love you back. Me and you shared most of our first together, but i know that i still have to move on and that everything would be okay =] but i still hella love you and nothing is going to change that.

10. Your one of the best person i've met. Mad funny too lol. Sometime you would share me your secrets and you would talk to me about it and that makes me feel good to know that you can trust me with it. haha Your mad easy to cap on and it's so funny the way you react towards it. Your just a good friend =]

just got home and now mad bored so decided to update this again lol..

Nga called up around 10:30 to go out and so it was me, Suong, Nga, and Be we went crusing around lol it was hella fun mad laughs.The girls kept on hollering at random guys haha mad crazy lol then we decided to call up the medford people so it was Chung, Phu, David, Nga, David, John, and Wei and so we chylled at Harris park lol Suong got lost trying to find the direction but yeah it was mad fun when we got there i was just shooting hoops and then when me and phu ran after the ball he was kneelin down at the pole tryna get the ball but then i came and pushed him towards it and then he got knocked out LOL me and wei was laughing our ass off while phu was just laying down all hurt and shyt LOL..freaking wei and phu put out there hands towards my head when i was tryna steal the ball just cause i'm short lol well any ways we had a game me and phu verse nga and wei then we left and picked up phuc and all went to legendary but then we had to leave early lol but tonight was mad fun, girls we should go crusing more often haha